january end

i'm not yet visit Dy, when i call the hospital the nurse said that dy was check out in the  morning.. poor me, i i didn't visit him.. but, i think is ok for me, for forget and not depend of dy always... but, sometimes i want on his beside when mei didn't....

yahh.. it's my life.. always can't on dy's beside... but, it's ok.. i must learn not to depend on him always....

i can't wait for this sunday... i wanna meet him, i miss his smile.. i worry if i can't see him again... i should be sad, and dont know what should i do...

time fly so fast... i almost 1 year at hawa and i didn't take any decision for my life.. when i want make my own company, i want s2, when i want s2 for graphic design, i'm interest with education.. ohh.. surely i dont know what should i do.. sometimes i'm afraid to lose everything i like in now.... the hardest thing is i lost sunday school.... sunday school is like my third life....

now, i seldom to contact mar and di... now, in my life just know home, office, and church.. fuuuiihhh....... life is so hard... i want fell freedom of working from 9 to 6... so really hard life i have... i want scream hard in the air...

time flies to fast and i must take risk as soon as possible... sometimes i feel bored working as graphic designer.. i miss being teacher... love my children... ahh.. they are so adorable... i miss time when being teacher... teach the cutest child, and i want care one by one the child...

long time i not see amei, my best friend at high school... but i think i have good communication with amei and fibi...

what i fell now is, i count down for my sis wedding.. i not yet fitting the gown and i'm worry about the bad design.. oh no.. hoping everything is well done and good for me... i will miss my sister.. and i will be princess at home.. hahahaha... everyday we pray for the wedding ceremony is will be smoothly perfection... can not wait for that moment.. i hope my friends can come to this party... ka indri, ko soni, dy of course... ahhh.... cant not wait for that time.. i will greet almost people that i know... my parents friends, my sister  friends.. really can not wait that time....

after march, my cousin will held his wedding ceremony on april.. and i can't wait for that time to....

the almost month i wait is DECEMBER!!!! can not wait that month mostly the first december... this year so many happen in my life... sis wedding, moving to serpong im not sure about this... and the last is my best best friend wedding.. cant wait that time.. i gonna miss him.. this is our last year... everything is will be last time.. next event will not same like this year.. ahh.. hopefully what you preparing is going well on the date... my pray is always with you dy....

can not believe now is end of january... time soo fast flies......

count down for everything will be happen in my life...