take it or leave it!

sometimes i dont know what i like in, but sometimes i really excited with something i like...


surely  i dont know what would take...


but, in my vacillation i can choose what i want...
what i interest in... 
i know make a new business is not easy. but, surely i want make it! 
i take a risk not go study aboard... even thats my dream from my junior high school... i can't leave what i love... i must learn and i must can stand on my own feet... even though sometimes i would shared to my best shoulder what my confused, but beside that i must learn to make my own decision... i know, it's not easy.. but, if there is good time i would shared to Dy what my dream..  in my mind if i told Dy what of my confuse Dy will say " ya, buat apa lu blajar 3d gtu" "trus yg nerusin usaha bokap sapa?" i dont know what i must answer it.. 


oh God, what i should do, what i must take and leave it... my dream or what i love in.. sunday school, friends.... mostly my best shoulder i had!