last christmas

last christmas i gave you my heart...
thats not only song for every christmas..
but for this christmas is for my last christmas with my best shoulder.....

i dreamt him again.. with good condition. i hope in reality is same with what i was dream it! our togetherness, our relation....

i gonna miss our christmas eve!

is today our last christmas? i gonna miss it for next christmas eve....

in my dream so clear that you so closed to me.. in bus, you help me and we got discussion. you told me about the direction. and we got discuss about go or not go to that event. you looking for the companion. and i want go to somewhere place. finally, he looking for someone to come and use that ticket his had, and Dy companion me to go somewhere...

ahh.. so nice story i had in my dream... but, im so afraid to looking the reality.... usually what i was dream is very different with the fact...

i hope my last christmas is going well.. i gonna miss it.. i gonna cry for my last christmas....

our next christmas it will not same with this year, isn't it?

next christmas eve, maybe you will already being husband and we will celebrated together with mei as your wife. last year we celebrate christmas eve together with mei too... today? our last christmas eve.... it will be same like last year? or we will celebrate by ourselves....

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

-our last christmas eve-