welcome to December :)

welcome to December....

time flies and i'm not yet take any decision... really dont know what i must take for the future....

ahh.. for design house..
there is the fourth chance came to me.. but, im surely not sure about that.. step by step i take my own way.. the company i built. now i start build the foundation. i want make the strong foundation... and later i can make a wall and make a real own company...

but, when the chance came to me surely i don't know what i must take, what should i explain. the important what should i do.. i know i can do that, but i know i can;'t walk alone. i must have mate who can lead me on my way.. mate to discuss every thing i will take or leaf it.. i need someone who can walk beside me every time i need. not being my boyfriend but being my mate to walk together. like as Dy.

surely, i want not write Dy anymore. but, i cant... every time i need some body he come to help me.. how can i forget and leaf him in my life. the other side i need someone else to help my way..

let i try on next year...

ahh... its count down month of my sis wedding.... not more than 3 months again she is getting married.. i will miss her... many preparation we must prepare.. not seem is coming soon.... the gown for me is not yet done. we not yet buy the fabric... we just make a deal with the taylor... time is flies too fast i think...

ah.. for this saturday, i got permit to my boss not come to office and you know, when i told koko chinese he said "me too".. im not believe it he not come at the same time with me..

can not wait for the next year.. i have trip to Bali with mom and dad... so excited, so long time i not go to bali. its been 4+5 years from my high school farewell at bali.

sometimes i miss the time to collage, high school, junior high school. even there time when i got joke. but sometimes i miss. i miss the free time. i miss when i  got trap with mar and Di... now, for to together is so difficult. sometimes i can go because the time is not match. miss when we got togetherness with the other. now, we miss it to go together, everybody busy with their own activities.

December is look nice now..

if indonesia has winter, i think its look nice here...


ahh... i cant wait for the march! ii djay come from BNE! so long time no see. winston grow so fast, andrian with the calm smile.. their can grow being handsome boy later... i miss them....

december please walk slowly... because so many memory i want keep it... if there is winter, it's very complete christmas i want...

all i want christmas is YOU!!!!!!!