first june

finally... june comes so fast... and i will resign from this company.. and i already told to the boss why i want quit from this company... feel free now.. and everything had happened just like nothing anymore... please be nice june for me... please end of june come faster.. i will quit and i will spend 2 nights with my best shoulder... i hope when retreat come i will fit.. because now i'm so excited waiting the end of june...

after i told to the boss why im quit... hmm.. i feel free and just waiting the time for last day... but, im so bless because i can be part of hawacomm.. i can learn many things in here, i can learn to control my emotion, control my time.. and im feel like a professional designer... but, i feel when im working my time is gone.. i dont have time again with my friends.. some appointment i cancel because i got overtime.. like i must go to dentist and i cancel it because i got overtime.. other time i must go to church and im late because after im back from client office i had overtime again.. hmm.. just nice overtime i had...

sometimes i love when im being seriously working, but sometimes i really bored with this condition.. i want being freelancer.. i can arrange the client time, and of course with me time... i love when i had me time.. i love when im being free.... can everything going well like i dream? can everything i through and i being strong woman like i want be? can i not told everything again to dy? when im quit i told him.. ooohhh... nooo.....can i? can i being dependent woman?

count weeks and days from im quit.. 28 june.. please come faster... and please be slow when bible camp on held.. it our last time togetherness? it our last time before you getting marriage? iis it a last time you care to me? i will miss your grumble, i will  miss when you take care me while grumbling... i will miss time when you drive me safely.. i will miss time when i treat you batagor.. can it will be same like now when you already marriage? can we still together as friend. as a best friend. as a best shoulder. can you give you warm hug when im crying? can you still on my side when im alone? i dont realize that i must do that...

please june be nice for me.. please be nice to hawacomm too.. please be nice to sunday school too when everything will going on... please God lead every way took.. please being my best leader. showing me the best way, hold my hand when i lost my way.. please be nice for every people closed to me...

june.. i will miss it.. count days.. and im very excited.. i know i may not being so excited.. because when im so excited my illness will come to me....