i'm drive and his drive

okeii.. this sunday is make me happy and more happy...


everything i told to my mom and dad.. i want resign.. oohh.. its make me fell freee...


and the most wonderful is i, dy, reni, and tang got survey to depok... we go alone without church's car... 
on sunday school.. i got panic because dy still not come at 8.30... and while sunday school i got maag.. and feeling dizzling.. but im sure im oke lahh.. hmmm.. till the end of sunday school tang told that he want ssurvey to depok.. and dy said "sampe jem1 gak? klo gak sampe jem 1 gw bisa.." and he going to survey.. hmm.... before we go every one eat.. and i buy fried rice that i bought.. and the taste is really not delicious... and i asking dy he want or not and he look at my fried rice and he smelt it and the dont want...
okey.. after we finished eat and we go to survey.. im asking who's drive? thay not answering.. okei.... im drive.. on our way we so many laugh and talk so many things.. about my boss and dy said many things... we laugh together... dy told me about the way we must take.. hmm.. and till we arrive at near the location we got wrong way, and we stop at one location and permit to toilet... and dy got drive after that... he said that "udah lama gak nyetir manual.."


and.. arrived!!! and im so shock!!!
that place is same place with that we cancel on h-1.. and im still not believe.. after walking and looking around.. and we going back.. dy driving... ahh.. still love that dy's drive.. because like papi's drive.. and i got really sleepy... 


ahh.. i love this sunday very much... 


ohh.. when we got eat on church, tang said 
"si felis malah nawarin gw mkan nasi... lu ada maag ya?"
"dia mah maagnya akut.... lu ikut gak sih yg diragunan? kyk udah mo mati dia.." dy answering tang question...


hahahha.... i love when he caring me.. i love when he take care me.. i love when share everything together. i love when we spen our time together....


ahh.. really love this sunday.. i love that tim.. i love when im drive and his drive time... sometimes me called him... and dy said "iya gw ama dia udah seharian nih dikantor. pulag malem masih nelpon lagi..  ampund eh emngnya tadi di kantor masih kgk ckup apa udh seharian gitu..." and he told again about when mei got fall down because nabrang tiang... "kan lagi jalan bertiga gw, mei, ama tmen gw.. gw udah minggir gtu, trus nih anak kgk minggir.. ya nabrak lahh.. "


ahhh.. i love when we sharing... 


what i love again is.. when yoan's reception... im drive to the reception.. and i met dy and mei.. i ove looks mei.. and we got cupika cupiki.. and mei asking me "tadi ke greja nya gak fel?" "gak lah mei.. kankerja.. lu juga enggak kan.. bina pra nikah.." hahahhaa... and when i want go home i said goodbye to mei and dy.. and they said "ati-ati ya fel.."


i love this weekend.. it's make me more and more bless to born this earth and having friends like them... i really have the best shoulder.. my best friend...


next i will drive again for him.. and still love when dy's drive... 
:) :) :) 

my emotion

entahlah tpi bener2 bener lagi ngerasa keki banget ama ini bos... bener deh.. ampun ampun mo marah tpi gak tau gmna ungkapinnya.... tpi mesti mengendalikan amarahmu juga.. 

perjalanan yang ckup jauh yang udah gw jalananin disini... banyak senang dan duka... hehehehe... mungkin ini waktunya... 

one day on our over time he said 

"kalau sore saya mesti nangkepin kalian kalian nih.. soalnya cepet kabur..." 

>>>>> hey boss.... our business hour is till 6 o clock... and why you always come to studio at 6 o clock.. dont blame us if we go home at that time... its our right to going home at 6! and why you always give feedback at last time.. we hate that boss!!! are you thinking we like you, who loves work... we need freedom.. and i still want enjoying my life! i like nerd lady who can enjoying my life! who cant hang out with my friend...

and on the other our over time.....

"mereka mah udah kenyang makan biskuit..."

>>>> hey stupid boss, who will be full to eat biscuit??? are you? makan nasi aje kadang masih suka laper... you think we are crazy huh???? we will full eat biscuit?!?!?! if we sick you will responsibility??? are you crazy??? why you loves give us over time....

oh God... its life?

always love Sunday

yyeeeahhhh.. its sunday and i always love sunday... this sunday i teach on 5-6 class.. and while teaching i go to my class... hmmm... and get some discussion with dy... after finish sunday school i back to 3-4 class and had little conversation and i asking to reni about tali senar for new absent.. hmmm... and dy said "biarin aja dia yang urus sendiri..." 
hahahaha... its dy i know... 

and while persiapan its going good... ahh.. only when we got lunch.. i gave half my lunch to him.. and when i spread it some body asking me... hahahha... and.. tadaaa.... when i gave him.... i know he will grumble.. and.... that's right.. he grumble to me... what i love again is discussion about wedding!!! some people is preparing for wedding.. and dy told many things about wedding.. hmmm..... its look nice to know you more and more dy....

sometimes i felt im not yet ready for that big day..but, time must flies and live must go on so i must move on.. and i must make it happen my dream.... oohhh nooo.. its count month for that day.. dy just said "bulan 12" but i know that date... 1.12.12. its looks nice date dy....


and for my family we really preparing the new house at serpong.. buy the new things for everything for that house... and im sooo excited for resign to this company and make own company... please God lead my way on this way.. i really can not stay longer for this company again... but im so thankful because i can learn many things in this company... sooner or later i will resign....

free....

14 mei 2012

today i want say thank you God for bless me.. for guide and lead every way i took.... i feel bless for being freelancer...  today i got free no boss so i can do my freelance at office.. and.. over all i think is going well... i can do it!... im very thank you for the client come... i hope everything is will be fine...


i hope i can handle all of the client and the project.. and i can handle all of the cash flow i had... very bless to have you Lord... looks i walk with You.. You lead my way to the best way.. i felt that You lead every time and You prepare the best for my life... about the job, freelance, dream.. oh God you really awesome i have....

get ride

today, 13 may 2012...

im very bless for this sunny sunday day... i dont know what had happen but, what all of happen in my life today is very special for me... and silly thing too...

i went to church with out drive.. when sunday school start dy came to 5-6 class with is guitar on second floor, and i told that 3-4 in gsg... so, he go down again.. i dont know why he came to upstair... its a magical.. and after sunday school i go to down stair and meet my lovely friend.... no much talk about... and after we met, dy looking for mei.. and he not find it.. i just said, telpon lahh... and he did it.. and i and mei met... and they go to TU and after that they go home... and i go home too.. after talking to other... because today i'm not drive, i walk to home.. and on my way to home.. dy's car though me.. and mei called " cewek.. cewekkk...." and i looking.. ahhh its mei and dy... "masuk fell..." mei said that to me.. "dari kanan..." dy said that.. and i go home with them.. and as usual dy's car like little home and office walk.. hahahaha... and he drive safety.. and dy told to mei where is my home... 

thank to my beloved friends! sometimes what had happen with us its so meaningful for me.. they looks like angles in my life.. guard me, caring me, hold my hand.. so i can fall down... they laughing together with me, they on my side when im sad, they showing me the best way to i took.. 

i love them so much! i love what had happen in my life with them...

still dreaming

what a dreaming i had today.. i dream about dy, mei, and me.. triangle love we had...
 hmm... i dont know what it s meaning of this dreaming... but, what i dream is about dy keep caring me even mei on his side...

ohh God.. can that dream being reality in my life? i dont what can i live without dy.. what i felt know, dy still caring me when mei on his side, like my dream today... can i still dream like what i dreaming of? now what i felt is dy still caring me and mei sometimes caring me too.. and they being a really true friends for me...

now i know what a different between friend and true friend... i dont know what i felt but i felt really love my friends now... can i live without dy? now its count month of the day.. i always save the date! first december.. ohh nooo.. i cant wait soo long for that day.. can i see the happiness of that life? can i support them? can he still being partner for discussing? can i strong to see the every moment will happen on first december? 


now, i just want share the best moment for them... sharing, discuss, crying, laughing together with them.. i love what mei did for me.. she caring me, she loving me like dy did.. i love them so much! how they care to me, how dy grumble with me.. i never forget about dy's grumble... i never met friend who loves grumble to me like dy did.. he know me so well.... he caring me like hi did to me... i love how them caring me and teach me.. how we discuss.. every time, every moment we spend....


please God.. lead my way, lead every way i took, every way they took, too.... im very bless to have friend like them.. im very bless what had happen in my life... 


i hope, what i had dreaming is what i felt now....

on my dream.. i just alone, and dy and mei come to me... and what i love is, dy caring to me... he standing beside me, on his silence and asking about me, while mei oh his other side.. i love.. how them caring me... i hope its not only dreaming....

what i love again is last week on sunday school, i and mei had little conversation about their wedding preparation and of course about freelance.. and mei supporting me being freelancer... i hope it can be realistic... and. dy, told me that what he meaning of the book. "maksud gw mah buku yang kecil kcil aja..." "gak ada dy buku yang kecil2 gtu..." "ohh gak ada ya.. ini brapa?" "ada lah...." and he still smile.. i know what he meaning....