have a "new friend"

wonderful long long holiday i have... ahh.. so lovely this long weekend... i got permit to my boss.. and i got prepare for moving to serpong... very tired this weekend end... and no dy on sunday.... he just arrive from hk on saturday night! hope he had wonderful trip... hahahhaa.....

and on friday i bought new gadge! hhuuuuaaa... so happy but i felt this wasting my money.. oklahh.. i think i want it.. for my leisure time....

and i got very tired for this weekend for friday and saturday.. really tired... and sunday i go to church from serpong.. im drive! so amazeee..... and no dy... aad after sunday school i got lunch with reni to bakmi balon... hmm.. get more conversation and feel we have more soul in 3-4 teacher.. ahhh.. dy whatsapp me but i dont read, and he phone me.. hehehe.. he asking about persiapan.. i think he dont remember about persiapan...

now, i felt bored about this job.. and really dont have time to fun again.. really want resign from this company.. huuuaa... really want move to serpong quickly.. want make it happen my dream as soon as... but sometimes im affraid to walk alone to make my own company.. please god show your way.. i need partner discuss everything with them... i need share idea with them too.. hooo.. how i can through this feeling till the best time i said resign to my boss...

sometimes i want share more about my feeling with dy.. but i know, dy is not for me so i cant share everything with him... i just want him being my best partner to discuss... i know this feeling must gone as soon as.. i know later mei and dy will marrige.. i just pray for the best for them... huuuaa.... really can not leave my best friend... can i stand on alone? can we share our dy,mei? from what i see is.. you can give your dy to me.. like you said to me after the day my sis wedding... " tetep dijagain kok fel" what special words come out from you...

thanks god for everythiong had happen in my life.. please god show me the best way to make my dream happen.. the best way.. hopefully.. after annual report project finish i can resign and prepare my own company.. ohhh.. God.. please... i dont want to deep to this company.. so many company out side need graphic designer... :)

have a wonderful life!