lost my soul

this monday, like disaster for me.. no energy in my soul, mind to work....

yesterday, dy not come to sunday school.. he text me... he ask about the rain and the end of he not come...

i think its not make me energy for this monday....
this make is too lazy for me..
i want long weekend but, the weekend is over....

countdown for my sis wedding...
finally, my gown is finished... i can find the best swaroski for the gown, and the other equipment for the wedding..
fuuiihh.. i make many permit for my work..
lucky my boss so kind about permit...

learn to stand on my feet, learn about my future life....

ahhh... moving to serpong i can not wait for that.... can i go to kepa like i did now? can i get closer with my best friend like we did now? can i come to his wedding party on december? huh? many plan we did....

i miss my best shoulder too much... i miss our spending time for laughing, cry, support, discuss... many time we lost.... i get busy with my sis wedding preparation, and you will did too... prepare for your big day...

too nice to know you.... too bad if i lost you...

my best shoulder while time....
:)