Its a long time that i didnt met hendy.. I miss him so much defently.. But i cant reach that.. I miss moments that we share everything.. Sometimes i know he come to church but we not met... Its a long timee ago we met.. Untill one day i met him at church.. We not sitting side by side.. But from where i sit i can saw there is hendy.. Sitting alone cross threir parents. I know as usual he came late.. After that he move to side his parents.. And i sit on the other side far away... Untill finish.. I try to say hello but its difficult.. When i want back to car he on the phone.. So i cant saying anything with him.. But i know God always good he give me the other chance to saying hello..
I cross by car through him on his parents's car that he bring something to kak sella... And i try so many times that i want say "hai dy" and what i get.. I just give hand and big smile that i can give to him.. And i dont know to who he smile, because when i do that someone cross infront of him.. And i gone... Honestly im so sad that i cant saying hi like as usual i did.. But now.. After naya come to world everyrhing is diffrent.. Its took many times to saying hello to hendy.. Its so difficult to see his smile.. After anaya came to the world i just saw face to face with hendy only one time with his big smile.. With his soul i know.. That smile.. I never forget.. Its smile to me.. But after that.. I can not saw his smile again..
Dear God.. Its been a along time ago that i can know hendy so good.. But now.. I miss him so much.. Not because of him.. But i miss every moments that i through with hendy.. Sharing, togetherness, driving.. Its all moment i remember when i with him.. I can smile like no problem.. I learn so many things that i get from hendy.. I really miss our moment.. From hendy i learn to be stuff.. I learn being indepence.. I can driving like crazy with him.. Dear God.. I know hendy is only one.. I may not ask you to give me someone like hendy.. Not with same face.. But i hope there is friend who like hendy.. Caring me with his own way.. Trusing me like no other people.. Sharing sad and happy moments.. I miss that time.. Now i must through everything without hendy.. Its so haes.. But by the time its looks so easy.. But my heart being hard like a rock..
I miss hendy... I miss our moments.. I miss moments a long time ago..
