Its a begining of my fear from my parents.. On last may I went with my parents with tante and ko denis.. Going to bogor for looking the land at ujung berung entah dmna..
On that time im so afraid for weird conversation.. But, everything is going well and there is no weird questions and weird conversation.. Smooth as my unpredicable.. Event there some celotehan from tante when we already arrive at the location. " brani gak de tinggal dsni sama si denis" and I left the converstion.. Hahahahaa....
After that the momemnt everything is going well and there is no other question.. And recently my dad open the conversation on dinner, he told about our neighbourhood that famliy is one of my mom's friend.. And she want acquaint her son to me.. Its realy weird and uncomfertable for me.. They realy want me to do this.. Im so unbelieveable.. They did it to me..
The other situation dy not yet come to sunday school.. And I and reni realy do hard for sunday school.. Teaching, story telling.. And greta help me to being guitarist.. Its realy amazing.. But, im so tired to do this.. I and reni just did every sunday in same feeling if one of us not come so pity she must do everything alone..
If dy can come back to sunday school.. I hope I had the spirit that I already lost.. Dy sti being my friend.. I hope he still know me so well as before marriage life..
Thnks god I have a beautiful life in my journey.. Sad, happy, weird, angry I still feels that fell im so happy to feels that..
On my officemate.. I still play with adi, Amir, fadia.. And many friends... I hope I can still have friends like them happy, cry, I told to them..
Thnks god for what already happen in my life..
