rainy, grumble, but i love

this sunday i feel more and more bless and thankful for what had happening...
with this beauty sunday but not sun day.. its rainy day its more beautiful day i had..

as usual we teach sunday school and as usual dy came late.. reni got leader for worship and i prepare for story telling without book.. and when dy come, he bring the book and asking who being story telling.. he just prepare last night and im too prepare last night without book.. and i just decide im being story teller with less preparation.. and i got confuse to telling... and dy handle the activity...

after that i show him about new absent i made.. and he got grumble to me what i had made...
"haduuhh.. ini ngepotin aja dh gunting bentuk bentuk gini.. bsok besok bentuknya yg lbh heboh lgi... hobi sih ya..."

and he help me to setting up the absent... after that... i busy with bon bon and dy want go home.. hmm maybe he want go with mei or else.. because mei called sometimes... and some body come to our class for discuss camp with tang, ocel, reni, me, and dy... we got laugh together... and i said "kapan sih campnya... gak bsa ikut gw..." and dy said " ahh.. lu mo ngpain lgi sih..." i know that intonation.. little angry, disappointed... and finally "yudh.. terserah.." and dy clearly my sentence.. "klo dia blng terserah yudh... berarti dia aja yng kerjain.. hahaha..."

after we finish our discussion, we go down.. and dy said mkan batagor yuk... and.. its rainy... we eat together with out said anythings... and dy got disappear i dont know where he gone.. but i seen his guitar, its mean he still in church and i saw his car... and suddenly, he came out from gsg room and walk to other side from me.. and he turn back to see me....

after he finish, he back to me and said pulang yuk... and we go home...

its count down to his day.... and everything and every moment i spent its very important for me.. the quality time i had its very important for me.. its make memory for me....

im so bless to have friend like him.. and of course reni... we look had good cooperation... im still being connection with dy and reni.... im very bless to tech this clas.. 3-4 class i love our good partnership....

sending the best friend in my life...

im so thank to GOD for sending me the best friend in my life like dy.. i cant got tired to told about dy in my life.. its the best part of my life to have dy... he know me more than myself... its really good friend i have.. he can care to me at the best time in my life.. he can spread the same time with his best friend and his girl friend...

sometimes, i had felt "pu hao i tse" with mei... because, sometimes i and dy got conversation and eye contact with each other, meanwhile there is mei.. and sometimes, when i looking to mei, she got different face when i and dy got closer. but sometimes i need dy on side me...

but, when i got very tired and got sick, mei with her purely caring me.. and the best present i had is mei gave dy to me for caring me so well. like she did when the day after my sis wedding, she said to me "tetep dijagain kok fel.. tenang aja..." this is the best part i had.. even they can not come, but what they gave to me its so meaningful for my life... 

im so glad to have friend like mei and dy.. mei caring me like dy did.. and mei can on my side when there is no dy on my side.. what i worry is after they marrige. can i still closer with dy? i hope i can still closer with him.. i dont know with whom i must talk to and discuss everything in my life.. dy has open minded, mature, and he has diffrent think with what i think.. i love what dy think.. he can thinks diffrent with the other.. 

i love what dy did to me.. like he did after evening chapel... still caring me when mei on his side.. he can watch what i did, and asking to me.. he is the best friend i have.. he still caring me, he still watch me from far, still asking what i did... its a memoriable moment tha i had with him... everything is memoriable moment with dy, i cant delete it from my mind...

but, what i should do is i must, prepare to stand on my feet. i cant depend with dy forever... dy has mei, mei has dy.. so i cant live with this condition.. can i find the other one like dy? with his mature, with his open minded, with his capable.. time flies so fast, his day is count month.. i pray for the best and everything is going well on the day.. hope dy and mei have a wonderful life after marrige.. 

maybe i cant help them but, what i can do is pray for the best.. ahh.. dy will lives on puri mediterania near ko ronald.. so, the serpong keys what i look is maybe is his client's keys... ahh.. still not believe that dy will marrige soon on this year...

i love my best friend, i love my best partner in my life.. i love dy so much with mei, too... i love their relationship... its make dy more mature.. 

wasting time, gasoline, energy but we had quality time...

i cant told in words what i felt on this sunday... reni cant come to sunday school and i just teach alone, because dy as usual come late... hmmm... dy got story telling so long... and i felt very sleepy, so when he story telling i got sleep sometimes... after that, we had persipan... and i just felt closer with him.. sit side by side... and got eat lunch together.. i can not finished the lunch.. and i gave to dy 3/4 part of my lunch.. he finished my chicken... ohh.. so beauty sunday i had.. 

when we got conversation after sunday school, i told him that i got overtime on 2 weeks.. and he asking what  I did... he asking and make sure what i did.. you being graphic designer, sometimes accountant? sometimes interior design? ckckckck.. i just said, that i felt tired because had overtime 2 weeks... really tired and sleepy....

when he bring ko soni down, and i help ria to bring down the wheelchair, after that dy  asking me to open the car's door... like we had good collaborate to helping each other.. after we helping we going back to upstair.. 

when we got conversation.. dy said, that he will go to evening chapel... with his mama papa and of course mei. because mei got katekisasi after that... i said that, i think i dont go to chapel.. "lu udah kebaktian emngnya?" dy asking to me.. "blm.. tpi sore mo pergi, jdi kyknya gak bisa.."

and when dy want going back, i asking ka indri to grumble when he left the bulletin.. 

"hen.. jgan ditinggal gitu donkk...."' ocel ngm gtu.. 

" hah? apan?" dy said...

" itu bulletin..." and ka indri got ngoceh2 sama hendy.. hahahha... 

and dy turn back to me and he said.. " ngocehnya gak kyk elu..." hahaha...

i dont know meaning of dy's said.. but, what i think is, when he forget something, i always bring it to him.. but, with ka indri, ka indri and ocel get grumble and told how about perjuangan for photo copy the bulletin.. and hendy help me to bring the box.. i bring one, and he bring one too... the the guitar, ka indri help it... 

when i want back, i said that "gw belanja dlu deh.." 

" lu mo belanja? ya ayuk deh... lu bawa mobil kan? lu plng dlu, trus ntar gw jemput, blnja di cp aja.." 

and when i arrived home, he pick up me again.. and... tadaaa... what you think of the tanjung duren road! its soooo traffic! really trafic.. and we got jalan tikus and around tanjung duren is really traffic! and when we on the way to cp, mei called and he said.. " ini mo belanja buat sekolah minggu dlu ke cp cman kyknya gak jadi tanjung duren macet banget, belanja di puri aja.. jadi ke rumah dlu? nanti sama papamama.. oh iya, nanti kamu itu ya... sama felis..." and the end of phone.. 

i dont know, i just comfort with him.. and finaly we going back home again... we got some text after he drop me at home.. and we had, conversation about bali.. he asking me " mo kemna lu minggu dpan?" and he told me more and more about bali...

at evening... finally i can wake up and go to evening chapel.. i just sit alone, and mama papa come sit beside me.. at back there is hendry.. i just afraid to sit near him...but, i just felt safety because there are dy's parents... and when chapel is going mei and dy come.. after chapel finished.. i just felt alone and no friend with me... mei and dy just queue for dinner... and i just take water.. when they queue for shake hands dy saw me... and he watch me so clearly, but we dont smile or say hi to each other.. dy out first and when i going out, i saw they queue the dinner.. 

im going out, and take a breath and got some conv with the other, and talk to vania... and i'm going back to gsg and saw dy and mei,  i just being cengok face... and  i take the water again.. when i turn back..

"gak mkan? makan lah.. enak kok.." dy said to me while mei take water... and we had some far, so i just see his mouth...

the next question that make me melt is :" tadi dri mana? kok dari luar?"

wow.. im so shock that dy asking me and he watching me from where i come....

on this time.. i just really know dy very well.. he so care to me so deeply.. and he care to me when there is mei on his side... i saw his eyes, its so clearly and deeply asking about me... 

and i come closer with them...  and mei shakehand to me to said " selamat hari minggu" after that mei going to up stair... dy just take the wallet from mei... dy want eat again, but he shy.. and together we take the dinner. finally i eat the dinner..  and, we had conv about teng-tengan sekolah minggu.. we just talk much about that, and someone weird at our church.. hmmm... and we had discuss about who want shopping...  

im really bless to have friend like him.. who can care to me, more than myself...  what i like is keep watching and care to me while there is his girlfriend... soo blessing to have friend like him.. 

Share time....

Today i feel more bless again from our friendship with dy... Honestly we seldom contact and hang out together, we just talk about sunday school and sunday school sometimes 3d.. But it alwyas make me feel better...

Ahhh.. Today i forget bring my wallet and i got treat with dy.. Hahaha...and we got soo closed i think... I realy can not descripe all in words but i just feel bless... Realy i can not live with out friend like him... The best friend i have! Pure best friend who know me so well... He always make me calm, think more, and learn something new.. Bless to know him...

Today, the first time he know i bought ipad, and he asked me new or ipad2.. He want see if that is new ipad... And i just talk about i sell my ipod touch.. And he got conversation about apple... So much fun... And he still caring me.. About the food on persiapan i think its not good smell and dy said it oke kok... And i open it.. I dont like the smell.. And i said i dont want again.. And dy said... "yaudh buang aja"

Today he bring the ipad too.. And you know what... We have a same case for ipad! Hahaha jyst diffrent color.. Black and brown! Hahaha... And he asking hmmm... Maybe he not asking but clrify about my job.... "sebenernya lu tuh kerja apa sihhh.. Interior iya, finance iya..." hahahaha... So many things i told to dy.. He asking about cc honeymoon.. "cici udah honemoon" "udah.... Orng maknya ikut..." "la itu mah bkan honemoon klo maknya ikut... Kyk sodaranya mei pas honeymoon sepupunya ikut... Yaelah itu mah bkan honeymoon..." yaaa... I know, and i reealy know dy doesn't like it from his intonation... Hahahha...

After everybody going home... I and still in church.. Waiting for ko soni wheelchair... Because the church car is going to tang's home... And dy said "lu yng nngguin? Gw balik duluan..." "yudah.. Lu balik aja duluan.. Agw tgguin mreks juga plingan bntr doank..." but.... What you think is.. D py still waiting me.. Hahahha.. Untill church's car come... Ahhh... So bless for this moment.. And he asking about papi's car... "bokap jdi beli crv?" "jadi.. Tpu second.. Yang noceng cc.." and we had goood conversation about this.... I told him about the car.. And dy just told me the good bengkel near relasi... Ahh.. So nice to know himmm..

What i can feel is nobody do like dy did... The pure friendship i have.. Still feeling bless to knoe him.. About hid caring, about his knowladge... Nobody like dy in church.. Who still caring me when in same time there is their special one.... Aahhh.. I cant say any words again to descripe him.. I must ready to lost him.. I must prepare to believe my self...

I hope dy still being dy.. I hope when the day come he still being dy who always caring me.. Who always grumbleling me of my illness.. Who Have many knowladge and information...

Until now i can not find the other like dy did... He always have his way to caring me.. He always do on his way so noody know it.. But i can feel it...