November is coming!

Times realy goes so fast... Today is the end of october... And we will said november is coming! Realy time goes too fast...

Welcome to November!!!!
Not because my birthday on this november but, i look what had happen with my life, i think its time to make decision. For my future; life, work, service, charity, company... And i will take the risk to starting make a little company for the freelance... I really dont know what i must take, make, or somethings...

But i hope in my 25th yo soon i can make a nest choice for my life... Sometimes i think i want take the master, but sometimes a make a company is better than...
I hope on this 25th i can walk on my way...

Happy hallowen....
Happy october done!
Welcome november!!!

W.H.Y. Design? office is moving

thank God for the beautiful Sunday had going... even though Dy not come to first chapel, at least i know why he didn't come...

after sunday school we had chit chat and he told me about moving office to rumah tanjung duren. at serpong the owner of ruko give double price than before, so hendy didnt want it because he already ask the neighbour the price is too expensive so he moving to tanjung duren. and the owner didnt give more time to preparing moving.

so Dy get crazy for moving...


you can do it Dy!

Like as i wrote on last blog, i will told about the temuwicara event last week. I told about my disappointed about the film... I explain him and he said "yaa begitulah dia..." but, at least i already told him about what i felt. Realy bless to have friend like him..

After dy go first i go too... I went to TA alone and drove! Amazing! When i on my way to TA at tanjung duren near SMAK 1 i saw Dy's car... With little space of window.. And i saw a small thing from his hand, i guest like as cigeratte... I give a horn, and he know thats me on the car...

Thanks God for the beautiful Sunday had going...

rainy friday

times flies so fast now.. its friday... and then we will get weekend and time flies so fast....

never mind what had happened on the week, but weekend will come...

rainy friday... whole the friday is cloudy.... and rain... i thinks its very good climate on this week... its make me feel lazy, cozy, but still have spirit to finish all of my job... more important is i cant wait for sunday is coming faster.... 

i hope tomorrow is sunday.. so i can chit chat and share all of my feel with my shoulder...

i don't know why i always adore him.. almost 20 years we had friendship till now we had more good friendship i had than other.....

Dy always know what i feel, without any word come out from his mouth, but he knows about my condition. this is Dy's style every time i got sick, he never take care with usual, but he will grumble with me while he take care of me.. ohhh i'm so bless to have friend like him... a gentleman, a mature, an open mind person, friend who can make discussion every thing will be happen or had happening...

im so bless with this rainy friday.... :)

time is going fast

ohh... nooo...
today is thursday... and time is going fast and fast...

preparing for my sis wedding.. Find  the best gown and  many things i must prepare...

Today got permit for went home earlyer... ahh... its look great. I can see sun in evening....

I and mcna made calendar dummy.... its look nice after done...

happy wednesday

i'm so happy and bless to through this wednesday...
i got chit chat with Dy....
after he went to KL for holiday....

we got discuss for the menu for Sunday event... and i told him about the crash i made on last sunday.
" dy, kmren minggu gw nabrak... x___x"
" nabrak apan?"
" nabrak mobil orng...."
"trus gmna? parah..? ya penglaman la..."

and i explaned him about the crash from the start till i leave it...

fuiihh... finally i can told him about that.. only Dy i told about the crash... and for temu wicara event i will tell him maybe on sunday...

really happy to have friend like you dy....
happy wednesday i had!

Super Duper Busy Sunday

This is the big day of me!
TEMU WICARA

i worked alone, i just discuss with Dy what happen and what my confused... and as usual he give me advice to the best way... he help me to solve the problem.

In the morning i had first chapel anole without Dy... after that when we waiting 8 o'clock. church's driver has a emergency that one of member our church had fainted. so he must help... and the ka indri must go to KJB, so i drive to KJB. when i got at KJB i saw Tatan house and i Saw the board of dr. Jonathan Raharjo S. im so shock when i saw that board. so long time i not see him and when i got the big news is he opened his own clinic. before i just know he open clinic at TA.


after sunday school. i got stress for temuwicara...
lucky me, i'm not got any sick... because if i sick nobody can care like as Dy do..


first case is the infocus in ruang majelis doesn't work.. it like disaster.... try and try, called pak hotma to solve it, but didn't. and then we used old infocus with yellow, blue, green color. and the next case is, Tang said that there is no subtitle indonesia. i said no possible, i buy thts must have indonesia subtitle. i try and thats works. unfortunately the children is not concentration to watch again because they already wait so long time.


for the seminar is going well, but we don't make a diskusi kelas because the time is not enough. all of this event is going well. im so proud, even thought i works alone.... but i'm so happy...
just i little disappointed with the film. why Tang doesn't ask me first for the film. He doesn't know how difficult to find film for children watching.. i'm really disappointed with that... if there is Dy, he will know what i was feel... he know how difficult is. and i will share what i feel with Dy... i think he will on my side...


i miss Dy's Help... when the big day come... i don't know with who i must ask for help....


Dy, i did it! i stand on my feet... i can stand on although you not on beside me for the real, but i know you always on my side although you are far... i think its too hard though the big event without discuss with you..


I'm so THANK YOU to you Dy.. you always being "My Best Shoulder" i have....

happy wedding Vicha...

saturday nite 23 okt  2011 it's vicha big day....
Congrats my friend!!
now, you have a new life...

when i gave the invitation to Dy, he already said that he can't come... he want "titip angpau" he went to KL.... wow... i think he go with Mei... at Saturday evening he message me for titip angpau.

sometimes i'm so proud being Dy closed friend at church... he doesn't have any friend at churuch i think ya.. after me, he has Vania a new Sunday School Teacher... i don't know too why he can closed to her..

for all of everything in Saturday i just wanna said:
" Happy Wedding for Vicha!"

you look so awesome when the day....
i always remember our friendship, our moment share, our mischief time... our time we cycling in afternoon...

shocking wed

What is life for?  being a strong or being a weak..
Sometimes we need created like a clay need created for being a great things. its look same as our life...

Its my story what happend in office yest.
First, My boss brief me and macna to make calendar. I think its very difficult because I must make analogy again... :( and after he finished explain us. he called intership one,marsela, and me! and he brief us about filma packing and calendar and agenda...

How's great a project! 4 projects for me... that's so amazing......

At the first I told that our live is like created clay.. so its looks same as we... we created, learn and the final we make dicision.
God gave me so many project to teach me what should I do when I'm on pressure... For I know I can finished it... for I know that I can stand on my own feet not depend of my shoulder again. because I must try lives without my shoulder sooner or later if he got married...

Eventhough sometimes I'm getting stress but I'm so happy... make me learn something...

suprise Saturday

its a big suprize in saturday morning. when I on my way to office, its not far from my house I see the familiar thing in my life.I  saw Dy's car. and then I catch up for a minutes with him. I ask him "ngapain lu?" "Ngapain? kgk liat lu?" "Oo... nganterin lomba, lah kgk jdi pke mbil greja?" that's our conversation... and this suprise is make my day so blast! met someone its making a good mood...

Before we had conversation I ask him about our wedding's friend. I just planning not come, and he ask why...

That's a big surpise in saturday morning..

And at evening I ask him for helping me "titip angpau" hahaha....

Thank you my shoulder!!! thank you Dy!!! u always can help me whatever my condition...

15.10.11

what I was dream of...

what I was dream of...that's  the big question.. I was dream about tatan.. the old friend, who come to my life... I was dream that we go together on somewhere place. and then tatan come we go shopping together. I remember that in my dream we in relationship...

This is amazing Sunday. I and Dy together going to first chapel. and then Dy told me about the yest contest. he little bit disappointed... and as usual I told Dy everything about my sis wedding planner, about next week event. I'm always thankful because I had best friend like Dy. he always know what feel. and I awyas told to Dy everything what I feel, everthing what hppen in my life.

I'm very thanks to Lord that aready send Dy in my life. I know that he never being mine, but I feel so bless to have you...

It's a great Sunday I have... thank you Lord...

feel bless

Today feel bless... I can finished my project.

There is no something special for my life after join the club of being employee... but today, I realy know what my office mate thinking. I hope I'm not much thinking of this.

Suddenly after I said I want go home after we got little overtime, ko macna said "felicia plng gw jg plang ah..." I dont know that was ko mcna thinking and I  know what he mean...

After I looking what he doing, he turn off his laptop. And we go home together. we often share about coupon, film, project.

I don't know I'm feel bless... I know because God always lead my way, God always with me... so I'm very bless...

everything is gonna fine

Today still busy with revision hino's calendar. they are so perfectionist person.. whole the day finish it.. it make me deprest...

Ohh... first moment never forget is koko bbm me in the morning! lucky he I was wake up so I can reply it... its like a nightmare for me...

But, I'm so bless to have u God whose lead me my way. One  by one I can finished it. eventhough I know not the perfect one, but I do it with my heart and make me feel thankful.



As usual ko macna is make my day so colorful. make me laugh, make me learn something being matture..

2days got plan for watching film at cinema. but, 2 day broke it. bcoz I had overtime and overtime again ad again n again...



This is story what today was passed. feel bless and thankful bacause I can do it one by one...

busy with calendar

Today I'm still busy with calendar. Looking the calendar its going to new year for several month ago... I'm still amaze and no step I choose. At least I already being employee...

Today I'm so greatful because one by one project I can finished it. The brochure for total building. Hino's calendar. Eventhough there are many revision that I must do.

I didn't know with hino owner. We had hard  thinking for the tagline and analogy we made. rejection. reject and eject. after 12 months we had thinking, they want change the picture with japanisse style  i stiil not blieve it.


And for te gkm tower. ko macna and me had made design and my design is approval. The question in my mind is the building is 100% go green, but the owner want make the brochure with black and gold color. Its make me still noe believe it..


Everyday ko macna still make me patient. He always "jail" with me..

Its a great day, even everyday will be same happen what we talk...





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6 month already

i never imagine this i can being strong woman in my life.
looking back about 5/6 month before, that i said i want resign get or not getting other job. but, now i really stand on my feet now..

being a graphic designer at Hawacomm. first impression is the office so cold. no greeting, no chit chat. i think all of them work and work and work and work.. but, on the last my first month all i think is different.

there is Haikal who everything he call itu and sesuatu. ex. bapak itu, beli sesuatu. and there is Ko Macna who make me laugh everyday, who make me crazy in the office. with him i tell everything and ask anything. Ko Macna has been work for 4 years.

recently, awake or unconscious we sometime used same color t-shirt. blue-blue, white-white, black-black. i don't know he awake or not. but, that's make me awake.

actually, i'm not hopping Ko Macna being my couple or something like that. i really want find my soul mate like "my shoulder" .

no need to much talk, can show me the right way, can tell me the best opinion, we can solve the problem together. and the important thing is he can being my shoulder without i ask, with his heart he will help me with nobody know.

back to my topic.
 6 month already i'm being employee of HawaComm. so greatful because i can learn many things that i dont know before. about indesign, illustrator.

but, sometime i feel bored with the condition. everyday we meet and we will talk approximately about film and the project. Ko Macna is mischievous person. everyday he will command my design :" wow, kerenlah, employee of the year"

everyday he will command like that.

but, im so thankful because i can learn many things. but, there is something in my life i want reach. MASTER or COURSE something. this is my way i want take, but until now i didnt make decision.

oh Please God lead my way. i really don't which way i must took. the master way, course way or being employee and make a new company. surely it's the gray plan i have. i just lean to You God.

it's 6 month already!! yipppiieee.....

ci Heidi Wedding's

Bersyukur kalau boleh di ijinkan untuk mengenal Ci Heidi....
awalnya ketemu kenal di kampus gara2 1 kelas breng (dia senior) trus ternyata dia juga temennya tmen baik gw! emang dunia begitu sempit...

Ci Heidi jago maen piano, anaknya juga pinter. punya pemikiran yang jauh ke depan. dan dia sempat ngeluarin album musik kecil2an dan gw membelinya! hahahaha...

trus lanjut berlnjut sampe akhirnya gw TA sering nanya2 sama dia, sering konsultasi sama dia karna mnurut gw dia pemikirannya lbh maju lah dri pada gw.... sampai sidang, sampai akhirnya gw dinyatakan LULUS! wisuda berlalu msih nganggur2 gak jelas. akhirnya Ci heidi ini yg menawarkan perkerjaan yang gw rasa itu 3/4 nya adalah its my soul.. bantuin Ivan, adeknya, ngajar les2an. Ivan pnya tempat les yang namany FISH. disinilah gw bersa muda semuda2nya...

ternyata Ci Heidi going marry soon saat gw lesin di Fish. jadi bnyak cerita banyak ngobrol2 lah.. hingga saatnya it is the Big Day of Ci Heidi...

i wanna say CONGRATS Ci Heidi and Ko Andrew...

Ur Big Day is so awsome! 

- the short video

- the little concert

im so thankfull because i knew u ci...

- 8.10.11-